Prom, London and Summer Plans >__<..

Hey guys.. long time no see ><.. actually when was my last blog? Probs a couple weeks ago? Ok ok I lie.. I actually never post anything up when I say I will.. :/ I guess sometimes I don't ever feel in the mood to get my arse out of bed and do something like this. This is actually another one of those updates which tells you what I've been doing over these couple weeks. ________________________Prom__________________________
If you guys have me on facebook.. then you all probably know that I've had prom. But obviously seeing the pictures doesn't really tell you what I did at prom or whether I enjoyed it cause tbh.. you can't look upset at prom can you :)? Well after all the buying shoes & dress and make up and whatever else.. the day actually came for prom. Tbh I was half nervous, half excited cause I actually didn't know what to expect. I mean people on my facebook from other schools had already had their prom and made it seem like it was a total blast.. so I was expecting this too?
- Anywaz I got ready wayy to early cause I don't really know how long putting make up on really takes.. I guess people can do it for hours or something? but it took me not long at all.. I'm just like a baby with paint.. splashing it on ><.. lol no I joke. I actually tried not to cake myself and OMG my spots were crazy that day. So yh putting on a dress isn't really that hard.. and then I went downstairs to show my dad.. and the moment he saw me (I know it's cheesy but..) he looked really proud. I don't really ever dress up so I guess this was the day I actually tried a little. However I'm not wearing foundation ever again.. until I'm like 20.. it's not my thing. After I got ready early, I watched Wimbledon when Murray was winning one set over Nadal xDD.. and then my friend came to pick me up and take me to prom. When I got there.. EVERYONE and I mean everyone looked soooo nice, I was just looking round thinking WOW everyone looks beautiful. Prom for me started off really quiet.. the first hour was just seeing everyone and taking pictures. The music so dam quiet.. so I didn't really feel like dancing.. but I still did anywaz. I think the thing i enjoyed the most was being round my mates and just dancing and stuff. The food wasn't great either but I was so tired that night after the heels.. I came home as if I was actually hammered from a party.. I was THAT tired.. and obviously I wasn't drunk (no alcohol). Got home at like 11.30pm. Even though prom wasn't that much fun, we had to make the most of it cause fun isn't gonna come to you if you're not gona chase it right xD? So yeah prom was alright you know, not amazing but still was good :).

Here's a pic of me before prom :) for those of you who don't have facebook
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Sixth Form Opening morning ==
Ok so this was really recent, like last week? but it feels as though it was yesterday. I don't really have much to say for this day, apart from the fact we found out what forms we're going to be in next year. I duno thinking about it now I think it's going to be ok. I was actually VERY gutted when I found out not even one of my friends in my form.. my heart just sunk.. it really sucks.. and it might even suck forever :'(.. but I guess I won't die. Gona miss my friends being so close I guess.. love you guys <3 _____________________________________________________________ London (8/7/11)
Day after Open morning, we had a planned year trip to london. I had to wake up at 4.30am ==.. and i slept the night before at 12 cause I was watching Harry Potter 7 prt 1 again. Got a lift from my friend's mum ^___^.. and popped into a 24/7 tesco cause I had no bread for sandwiches (i did actually, it was just out of date ==) and bought lots of snacks and sweets to share which laterly lead on to eating a load of crap and grease the whole day cough* burger king meal, half a pringles tube, half of the chocolate,ice cream and other junk :S. And like prom, I didn't know what to expect.. we had this whole day planned.. soo... here goes. I couldn't find my brother's camera and I didn't want to take my SLR cause i thought it was too OTT, so I was just left with my iphone camera == 2MP. If you have me on facebook.. don't look at my bloody london photos ==.. I was so tired, I couldn't even open my eyes.. it wasn't until I got off the london eye I started to wake up :). The first thing we did was go on the london eye, even though I've already been.. it was still nice to go with my friends :).. was so cloudy that day.. then the sun came out for a while. After that we went on the river cruise on the thames, which was actually pretty good and interesting.. it started to rain really badly at one point where everyone on the top deck (me included) put our umbrellas up and got some of them turned inside out :S.. you could imagine what a group of girls would be like when it rains hard.. screaming until the boat sinks xD. After that we went to maccys for lunch, but i actually really wanted to go to this sushi place (OMG it looked so good !!) but I didn't want to spend heaps of money there. After lunch we went to Covent Garden were we had 2 hours to go shopping round and stuff.. in the end I just went to thorntons to get ice cream.. cause it was £4 for one scoop in the other shops :S. I was actually pretty cool going round, there was this really good street entertainer as well ><. After that we all had pre-booked tickets to watch Dirty Dancing the musical.. didn't help that I had to swint to try see the actors faces.. and I didn't even know the storyline of it. It took me a while to get into it.. but it was actually really good.. pleasantly surprised :D. Ray Quinn the singer that came second to Leona Lewis on Xfactor was one of the characters, which was pretty awesome. "I'vveeee had the time of my liffee.. and I've never felt this way before". The only thing i knew about this musical was the lift and the song at the end.. and OMG it was so awesome!! We were just singing the song the whole way back to Bhum.. after this we had to go back on the coach back home. The teachers put up the DVD of Dirty Dancing and I just listening to music with my friend on the way back, like friends do ^___^. Did I mention the fact that my friend, no names mentioned ALICEEEEE! was continuously taking pictures of me when she thought i was asleep.. (I was really resting my eyes, no seriously I was 0.0), woke me up with flash and also poked me like sooo many times. I still love her though xD.. maybe if she hadn't poked me so much I wouldn't have had any bags in any photos lol. Got home around 11.30pm :). Going to london again made me realise that I want to go to a uni even more now in london, the people there are so multicultural and everything is so different and cool. Plus I wana try out the sushi places, the look so cool xD. ____________________________________________________________ Summer plans
I promised ages again that i'd be telling you guys what I have planned for summer.. but I haven't got round to it yet. Well I have a couple people to meet up in the summer, I have Unifest in a couple weeks, I'm also going to Italy and France, Plus to London, Manchester, and also Durham for a couple days.
*Oh and guys, it's my brother 19th today >____<..!!
*Songs I've been listening to a lot..
-Beyounce: Best thing I never had
-Cydni Wang: Bu Ku
-Robyn: Call your girlfriend
-The Saturdays: Deeper
-James Blunt:I'll be your man (don't ask it.. I like it :))
-Lady Gaga: Edge of Glory (if you guys have seen the MV.. then it's really simple.. which is why I like it and also this song makes me happy)

I'll try post more frequently, but no gurantees now..

QPTxxx

As if =O?

As if I've finished my exams =O? Y'day when I was revising, I couldn't stop thinking about this last exam.. but =O its finally come.. no more exams! I won't wear uniform ever again :/ bye uniform. It's gona take a while for that thought to sink in.. after for what felt like months is now over.. wow I have like 10 weeks holz or something? Too happy right now, relieved in stress..being honestly over these couple weeks.. I've had to fight every single negative thought I've ever faced in my life.. Tbh I'm not a complete confident person.. and I always let myself get dragged down by myself.. cause I honestly feel like I will fail.. and if you actually think you will.. you literally WILL.. I took big blows from almost half the exams.. and some came to a shock.. My confidence really affected the way I revised, thought and how I performed.. my head would go blank, dizziness and severe headaches. I think I had a migraine for a continious week.. and it was a real struggle. So atm I know, and this is not an opinion anymore that my grades will be average.. and I know I've let myself down :/, but what can I do now? I've already decided that I won't be declaring my grades to the world, even to my mum or anyone else.. cause tbh I won't be proud to tell everyone.. and also I don't like how people like to compare grades.. so I'm gona keep it private. __________________________________________________
-ANYWAYZ.. on a positive note.. I had my last exam today which was geography.. turns out I revised sections which weren't revelant for my exam ==.. which I started 2-3 days ago.. and then someone told me it was only 2 specific sections.. basically I had to start my revision from scratch.. but I think this one went ok :}.
-Between my previous exam and geo.. I had a week to chill and what not.. so i went out abit with my friends >.< Everyone's rushing around for their prom. Oh that reminds me.. me and my friend went into superdrug? cause I think almost everyone is wearing makeup. So guess what? i decided to kit myself up with some. Now if any guys are reading this.. you should know that girls should be really appreciated!! Not cause we're all awesome, that too but.. I didn't realise how much skill and time and money.. girls have and use up. Putting on makeup must be an awesome skill.. cause there used to be a time in my life when I used to stand outside of places like superdrug and wait for my friends cause they were having girly times ^___^.. or sometimes I use to go in and go to the brightly coloured eye shadows and rub them on the back of my hands and be like wow this colours are cool xD.. but yeah after my friend guided me through makeup.. primer, foundation,concealer,blush,eye shadow, mascara, eyeliner, highlighter, eye brow pencils and so on. Like I totally have respect for girls that wear make up.. so yh guys.. you should respect us cause make up is just a big a skill as art .. Saying all this, doesnt actually mean I know how to wear it.. cause I really don't.. it's not going to be a regular thing just for prom and parties or something.. I actually own foundation now. It take a while for me and my friend to find my skintone.. so much that the foundation made me turn bright red (allergic reaction). So yh I'm totally intrigued by all of it.
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-Whilst I was out I just wanted to mention my friend's joke whilst we were in BHS.. basically I was walking to some jewellery stands.. and she said "Quy,I can't wait to go home and watch porn".. and I was still walking and I turned round and was like "What?!" and I sorted walked into the jewellery thingy slightly.. and she was like yeah "The film Paul, can't wait to watch it".. turns out she says this joke to everyone xD
-Ohhh that reminds me of my friend which is like my maths buddy during our maths 1 exam walked into a table and chair xDD during the entering of the exam and then the next day for the biology exam she trips at the exact table and chair from the day before.. turns round and says “good luck” and then gets told off for talking in an exam.. tht silly girl <3
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Erm planns for summer.. this post is too long so I'm gona put that in another post in a couple days..My friend suggested I watch "City Hunter" which stars my baby Lee Min Ho <3.. and yeah was sorta tempted to watch it.. but i ended up watching a trailer on youtube to get a taster.. omdaizz looks so hot with a gun ^__^. I probs not watch this drama until I’m totally free from doing anything which will probably be like ages away =b. Update in like a couple days

QPTxxx

Quick random update

Heys guy.... how r u all doing ><.. besides that, the past few weeks..let's not be depressing =b.. its gone now tbh, can't do anything to change it.. So yh, I hope u guys have been doing well these past few weeks.. finally for most of u guys.. you should be having ur summer hoildays right now xDD.. Just noticed I've had like things to post on my upcoming list for like agesss now.. and nothings been really posted.. apart from this random updating posts.. but dw some of them will be coming out after the 24th :).. Its been a while since I've really kept in contact with ppl.. even my school friends, everyone is so busy and I think y'day was the first time in ages i actually had a proper good convo with, so yh that was good ^^.. Geez I havn't spoken to my best friend properly in 2 months.. not cauz of exams, but cauz of them too.. I duno :/.. But.. yh prom is on the 1st July for me.. and ahhh I actually CBA... I'm up at 8 for a jog tmrw..cause I wana get fit again and also lose all the weight from sitting on my arse all day, snacking whilst I revise.. it does not favours for me what so ever.. I don't think u can notice any gained weight with clothes on? but since im wearing a strapless dress.. tht is short (no i'm not going clubbing ==) you can really tell where my blubber is.. even tho u might not think i have any.. i do (even tho no one believes me when i say it).. my fitness.. well my fitness is offically non-existant.. no exercise in a very long time.. and yh erm silly stuff like make up (i have no hope) and getting my hair done (even less hope) As if I thought father's day was y'day.. I got my dad a cake ==.. on the wrong day.. and no one thought to tell me.. thing was that my dad didn't know, so its all good ><.. think the stress of exams got my head or something...

I'll be telling u guys what I've got planned for summer after my final exam :), chances are I'll stop posting blogs after september.. no real reason.. GUESS WHAT guys ^^.. my braces could have been taken off like 3 weeks ago.. in time for prom, but I cause i had a tiny tiny gap.. I'm keeping them on until 12nd Augest.. which is a mission away :/ oh well they'll be off soon xD..

Oh and forgot to mention I deactivated my FB.. and then I reactivated it y'day.. not that anyone's noticed =b.. but tbh deactivating my FB didn't really help, cause it was one less distraction which I would have to try and replace.. which I eventually did replace.. with faffing around (i seriously don't even know what I did), but yh I'm back.. can't say I miss it.. I forget I have facebook now :/.. I don't really care abt it.. and I'm glad i deactivated it, cause it would have wasted so much time doing practically nothing. Anywaz guys.. gd night ^^

QPTxxx

Just a new post

I duno I feel like posting something today.. even though nothing interesting has happened, but then again you don't need interesting things to happen everyday to make you happy right xD?
I've been "digging" these these songs for the past week and more.. so I thought I'd share with you guys...
2nE1-Lonely
Miss A- Love alone
Cee Lo Green-I want you
I'm not sure why Miss A and 2NE1 have released a song both about loneliness? but I guess it could be a coincidence ><.. I had my spanish exam today.. can't believe I've done almost half my exams.. got the sciences.. maths, geography & ICT left.. tbh I'm not sure how well I've done.. and I honestly honestly don't feel confident with the way I did these exams :/..Oh well.. I guess I have to try my best for the rest. ___________________________________________________ Prom shoes blah....
Starting to think about buying some shoes & getting my make up done for prom... =O.. quy and makeup?? I didn't think I would see the day either..but hopefully everything will go well.. me and my friend were just going through a shop.. omdaizz the heel was 12cm? and I can walk in them??? WTH.. =O.. I duno, I just think its the way they've designed the shoe or something.. I think this was an exception cause normally I can't even stand in them
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Happy...
I thought I'd post something up cause I'm feeling happy atm.. I duno why either.. I don't have another exam in 9 days.. which means I can have a bit of a break.. ermm today's my break =b and the rest of the days just to seriously do some good revision this time and be confident with it.
Today after getting home, I just reheated some food.. sat in front of my TV watching a repeat of friends (typical day).. went upstairs to tidy my room.. its soo cleannnnn >. ____________________________________________________
Fitness...
I havn't jogged in 2-3 weeks now.. and seriously if you exercise like how I used to with Dee, you would understand how badly your fitness goes down within a few weeks..I think me and dee once didn't jog for like 2 weeks a while back and I went from doing 12 laps (6km) to 5 laps (I don't know how many).. so now I'd probs be able to do around 2 laps.. and get tired.. which is jogging for about 5=8 minutes? I wanted to join the gym in town.. but the age requirement is 18.. so I'm trying to find a cheaper gym near town.. but some of them are really expensive ://.. David Lloyd (not that I've even thought about it) costs a bomb. If all fails, I'll go back to the park and also the swimming pool.. and do that. I wish I lived in a nicer area to jog around tbh.. but hey its not all bad :).
Anywaz guys I reckon thats enough of an update, hope you guys are revising well.. its so hard to get started sometimes.. I actually find myself distractions on purpose to avoid it.. but its fine after you've started =)
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G'na stay positive ^____^

Right guys.. I literally just published a depressing blog.. erm thats how i actually feel.. I doubt you guys would read this blog cause you'll be revising. GO GO GO guys!

Libraby times
-I think this was two days ago? I've started to drink loads of water cause apparently you lose 50% of your concentration by losing 2% of water from your body? I duno, my friend told me this.. so y'day I went to buy a 2L bottle of evian xD.. haha proud of myself.. just abt carry it tho =b.
-Day before that day..I wanted to go to the toilet.. but it was closed due to service.. so I went to the 5th floor cause apparently there's another toilet. This lady wanted to go to.. so we went together. She went in first.. and there was a key cause its a disabled toilet (yh i know I shouldn't have been using it :/.. but I was desperate). I went in after her and she was being all patronising and wouldn't get me the key.. it was just the way she said it all and how she acted.. but I was hey dw abt this person.. as long as I get to go to the toilet.. its all gd ><. After i washed my hands.. I wanted to save energy and turn the light off.. but I think they were automatic? But I saw a cord.. a RED cord.. sorry but in that split decision making.. I forgot it was red and thought it was the light switch.. and I go and tug on it ==.. little did I know it was the cord a disabled person would pull in case of emergency ==..A mini red flashy thing went off with a alarm 0.0!! and then the woman was like "What have you done .V.?" in her yet again patronising voice.. and this person came.. trying to figure how to turn it off.. I swear my heart was beating so fast.. cause I was still in shock, I thought it was fire alarm.. might of made everyone evacuate the whole building. That lady figured it out ><.. so it was all ok.. that woman tho.. she was like "It was red for a reason".. said it slowly.. In my head i was like "I KNOW ==".. she wasn't even friendly.. she was so moody :(. -To cut things cut on the same day.. I found a long piece of ginger hair :/ in my sandwich.. got it exchanged tho :) -My dumbass friend.. no names mentioned (V***** ==) thinks it would be funny to hack into my phone and send ppl gay texts. Oh I forgot to mention I drew you in one of my sketches.. as a paedophile... and your published novel "V*****'s Victims". EVERYONE GO OUT AND BUY IT IF YOU WANA BECOME AN EXPERT PEDO.. mwahaha.. shushh don't complain.. you always take the mick outta me.. oh crap I just remember something LMAO.. dam I feel bad now.. oh well =b. -Yh I told my mum like an hour ago.. that I was stressed.. and she goes lets dance. WHat the heck.. as if my mum thinks dancing with her would help me to destress myself >
Anyway guys.. like i said in my previous blog.. good luck with your exams, i'm feeling happier after writing this =).

QPTxxx

Frozen head :'(

Ahhh ahhh ahhh.. sorry :/ Today I havn't done anything.. and its not planned blog and its not interesting.. but the reality of exams has finally kicked me ==... just like i predicted. I knew that I wouldn't take my time seriously till the last two days.. revising at the libraby for ages, doesn't really pay off when nothing goes in :(. I would take talk about the eventful things that happen in the libraby.. but I'm not in the mood. One of these stress relieving things.
I know I'll be ok for most the exams.. not cause I've revised.. but cause I know I'll kill myself with my morning revision that I seem to do quite well on the day of the exams.. like Physics ><.. I didn't get A* dw.. only had 3hrs.. what do u expect =b. I'm scared for the first actual one.. literally arghhhhh... I duno, I'm nervous and I'm doubting myself.. and its not what I need to get the "B" I literally need to get back into my sixth form. i know you're probably tinking psst B is so easy to get.. but tbh.. I'm not that gd at english lang.. and I could literally f*** it up (running through my mind all day today) Sorry I dont swear, but yh.. you can tell i'm on a roll here :/. I didn't put any other options down for sixth form.. so I'm buggered if I dont get this B.
Today I went to school for my 3 hr maths revision class.. waited for my teacher to check my essays for like i duno another 3 hrs later? So i sat in the school libraby.. starring at my book.. no no GLARING at it for abt 5 minutes.. time went soo slow. Then I started doodling.. lmao the things i've drawn.. what was I thinking xDD.. (LOL no stop thinking dirty ==).. doctors blah and been at home since 4.30.. now its what 11? I've just been listening to music.. forever and ever and nothing much after that. You'll know by now.. I freak out for a WHOLE PRECIOUS day cause I get stressed.. like I said.. I never really push myself with work.. so don't judge me if you think i'm dumb :/.
BUTT after this first exam on english lang... and on wednes part 2.. I will feel so much better, because I know the rest I'll be ok with. Ohh I wana do well in maths.. but I lose literally about 70-80 marks outta two papers due to very very small mistakes.. and then after the teacher marks it.. I mentally and almost physically smack myself.
But guys.. good luck with your exams.. you guys will do well. I'm gna pray tonight. My head's so blank right now

QPTxxx

Last day of school :'(

GUyssssssssss...... TODAY.. was my last day of year 11 =O, Can't actually believe that 5 years have already passed.. like really? Where the hell did the years go? I think yr 7 & yr 11 were the best years for me.. just so many good times :)). Sorta emotional day cause it was the last official day for some people that aren't coming back into our sixth form.. but hey I'll be back xD. I can't actually believe.. no more english lessons,ICT,spanish,geography and all the others ones I'm not taking ><. I cba to think abt sixth form.. I just wana get pass these exams and enjoy my summer hoildays. After we broke up for half day.. me and my friends went into town.. to watch a film,shopping.. erm take pictures with shop assisants?? Lol seriously if you think this is strange, your not the only one.. believe me ==. Good day out tho xD. Stupid me
Instead of writing in my form tutor's thank you card.. I wrote in my geography teacher's card twice.. I quote "Sir thank for being such a great form tutor and saving me from all those late detentions".. cough my geography teacher is a woman ==! I also managed to get permanent marker on the desk.. and later got it off thankfuly :).

MAKEUP.. like seriously?
Ok soo cause it was the last day of school.. I decided that I wanted to try wearing some make up again.. now if you know me.. I don't even touch make up.. i cba to spend time on it, money on it and also rely on it. But today I thought I would.. bearing in mind that I havn't put on make up since my birthday.. which is in September. It's now May. This morning I just tried to put mascara on.. and it went EVERYWHERE.. I'm not joking.. like seriously everywhere == (you don't want to know where).. so basically I had to wash my face 3 times or something? I'm a total amateur.. compared to some girls that start at the in year 7 or 8. I duno.. i managed to get it looking exceptable.. but i honestly don't think it helps me look THAT much better.. maybe because I'm crap at doing my own make up? I came home.. and I just washed it all off..felt all fresh again ><. I hate being crap at something, just like how much I dislike ice skating cause I can't do it :/. Now I've figured out another thing I don't particularly enjoy =b. Mum + her beloved singing ==
One of my most viewed blogs is of the one of my mum singing opera everytime i try to sleep ==... but this blog is totally postive.. well for me it is. The other day my next door neighbour rang at our door, but my mum was out.. so i answered the door. Basically she came round to ask my mum not to sing at 1am in the morning cause its soo loud.. and it woke her kids up. I was just like, aww i'm sorry.. I tell my mum all the time :/. BUT lol soo funny that my neighbours have complained.. feel bad for my mum.. but at least shes now less likely to sing when i revise xD. Like seriously who decides to start singing EXTREMELY loudly at 1am??

Been a really awesome few weeks.. stressful at times, but I've finally decided I havn't got that A* in art.. cause I don't think I worked hard enough and maybe not to the standard that I would have liked to do it in.. oh well. Maybe an A if I'm lucky then.. we'll have to wait and see :)
I'm sorry I havn't blogged much over these past few weeks.. too much to do.. in a way I don't want to write that much anymore. But guys enjoy reading this.. I probs publish a post thats already been written in my drafts.. or maybe just not publish another one for a while. Revision is taking priority.. since my first exam is less than 2 weeks away. Plan to go jogging with Dee tmrw.. brother is going back to uni on sunday. Tc guys ^____^.. good luck in your exams!!!

QPTxxx