My friend
brought a new diary to use as a planner and to add any personal notes to. I liked that idea, since I haven't written in a proper diary in years. So I went out to Rymans to buy one.. coming home very satisfied. On that day.. I wrote about my day.. yet to know that now I haven't written it since. (It's only been 3 days =__=). Not only am I forgetful.. but I never get done what I first thought was a brilliant idea. I've found over the years that promises or things I intend to do.. never get done at all ;/.. Don't have a clue why today of all days I've decided to blog about this. I guess the answer is.. things happen. For the time I've had off school and the holidays.. I do things there and then when I feel like it. Say for instance, I want to read a book.. I'll go read a book. Or if I want to call a friend I'll call a friend. Especially since it's the holidays.. I sleep at 2am and wake up late.. cause I feel like it. I guess you could say I've developed "an relaxed" attitude to life. I'm happier than I've been for a while.. so I guess I can share this with you guys :).
Short Explanations
I think throughout this year, everything I go through is a long story. So when people ask me how's life.. I say it's fine... like any old person would. I leave the long stories for my closest friends xD (sorry guys) and leave out the details with people not so close. Another reason why I don't go into my personal experiences.. like holidays isn't cause I'm lazy.
The Banana/Krispy Kreme Theory >;D
VS
You know....................
sometimes you have one side of your brain which is the rotten banana.. and the other side is the Krispy Kreme. Well.. sometimes when you're feeling all bright and cheery.. the rotten bananas wraps itself round the Krispy Kreme. Getting my drift :P? Basically I always think of the drawbacks of the things I do, before doing them. Which means I can never get anything done at all. I also don't like repeating stories I tell my friends.. mainly cause it's less exciting to tell and I sometimes forget who I tell which part to. Oh and the last reason.. things happen. Man that sounds so sinister.. What I mean is.. as we get older.. we have different problems.. and my friends also have different problems. Sometimes theses things distract me from blogging or anything else. I don't even put music on my phone. I just add YouTube links to my favourites bar and click on the one which is right at the bottom. I 've noticed that the blogger's I also follow.. haven't blogged since July? I guess some of my reasoning can back them up too? And yes I do read your posts whenever I'm on :).
I do actually feel bad when someone out there is expecting a video from me.. or a post I mention. You know even that one YouTube video I do actually regret posting :/.. there were viewers not just from my country but other people. In my opinion I personally wouldn't watch myself on YouTube.. and I have to when I do check before publishing my videos.. and I cringe so badly whilst on the phone when watching it.. needing my friend to give me the thumbs up I need to hit the publish. I guess we can always be our biggest enemy.. maybe that should be a new year's resolution for 2013.
QPTxxx
