OMG.. I'm alive

|If you guys read my last blog post.. You'll all know how worried I was for this 6 mile run. My legs were still acheing from Friday. I took my extra vits, cause I'm anaemic.. and I drank lots of water yesterday too. The weather is pretty awesome today.. so I thought why not wear shorts xD.

The actual run
When I got to the place.. there was this guy trying to warm the runners up.. too bad I couldn't see him cause I'm too short for that ==. I had 5 songs on my mp3 player going on repeat.. cause I didn't want to bring my phone.. too heavy.. and I was ready.. nervous but ready. 3..2..1.. and then we were off.. I didn't have a clue what the course would be like.. but I guessed that there would be laps. The first mile and the second were the worst by far.. cause I was getting tired.. and the 3 Weetabix I had 45 minutes ago.. was coming up my throat.. it was disgusting!! If you ever run for long guys.. eat 1 and half hours minimum before.. cause I had to put up with it when I was on my 4 mile. I really thought I'd have to stop and walk.. but each round.. I felt more confident and pushed myself so I didn't stop. I think it was when I was on my second mile.. I thought "Shit, I'm gonna be dead on the 4th mile.. let alone anything else".. but instead of trying to think too much.. I kept going and kept saying "you can do this, it's alright" The heat wasn't too bad.. but there was a bit in the course which tried to kill me everytime I went round.. the steep bit in better rymans and that cycling shop. Everytime I went round and got my breathing back on track.. I would have to go up that steep bit.. my muscles were killing. Finally I got round.. and on the 6th mile.. I felt amazing.. my legs just kept going.. I felt as though I could carry on a few more miles xD. When I finished, I wasn't tired... it was great.. but my muscles were tight tho.

Recovery
I drank 2 litres+ during that race.. and did lots of stretching. Went to subway with my mum and brother afterwards. Oh that reminds me.. my brother did the 6 miles in 40 minutes (yeah fitness freak!) and I did the 6 miles in slightly over an hour by 3 mins (I was timing myself) .. which isn't that bad if you think about it xD. To cool down, we walked home from town.. which is like another 3 miles.. but so much easier than running. Got home an hourish ago.. had a shower :).. and here I am. I'm guessing, my legs are going to feel really bad tmrw..but I can't do much about it now.

Next up
I honestly through I was going to have a black out of something before I started.. but I'm so glad I did better than I thought I could. I didn't really train.. and my fitness is :/.. but quite proud of myself tbh. Pretty confident that I'll do well in the next run in June ^__^.. 8.5 miles :).. I think I'll be ok.
Lol my mum kept taking pictures of us. There was a camera crew there.. but I don't care if I'm on TV.. as long as it isn't on no school plasma screen flashing every minute of the day >_<. QPTxxx (gone to eat.. HUNGRY AS HELL ><)

1st Run this year coming... Miles

Hey guys.. its been an alright week so far :). I had Thursday and Friday off timetable.. for geography fieldwork. Guess where we ended up.. on the same road as where Primark is =-=.. But at that time I was pretty excited cause trust me.. in this school.. we never get to go on trips. The idea of an outing.. even in a place like this seemed great. We went out the whole morning..and came back in the afternoon for a write up. I even had to pay 2.50 even though I could have used my bus pass to get to town :). It was actually reasonably fun ^__^.. but so exhausting.. when I got back to school.. I really really wanted to go to sleep. Today we had a whole day of geography.. too much geography? But better than erm Chemistry.
Sports Relief Mile
Today we had a Sport Relief Fundraising day were had to dress in chav clothes.. and do exercise. Both of these were optional.. but both I did.. and so did most of the school :). We had an extended lunch.. were we ran in houses round the field. We had the option of running a mile.. and a mile was what I did. Even the teachers ran round, along with one of the chemistry teachers wearing a sunflower head.. bless him >_<. I ran much faster than my usual pace.. and afterwards sprinted round the field twice cause my friends wanted a race ==.. (they cheated btw.. cause they started before me :'() After that.. I got dizzy for like half an hour.. and seriously thought "how the heck am I going to do the race this Sunday?.. I'm literally gonna die". For some reason.. the cameramen (aka the techicians) started taking pictures of me when I was going round.. and each time the shutter clicked I literally hid my face whilst running.. which made them crack up.. and I cracked up the 2nd time they tried. I'm referring to the same technician who I gave evils to during GSCE results..and took a picture of me anyway.. it flashed on the school plasma screens for a month ==. Their nice anyway :). This sunday

Basically this sunday.. is the 1st run event I will be doing this year.. I've signed up to an 8.5 mile run for June.. but the one coming up is for Sports Relief and it's 6 miles. I've done this event before 2 years ago.. and I did two 1 mile runs.. basically 2 miles. I haven't trained like I said I would.. in fact I've been eating utter crap.. and that one mile and a bit mile nearly killed me today. I AM UNFIT! However I don't care if I faint on sunday.. cause its for charity.. I just don't want to go in an ambulance :/. I was watched the Sports relief show on BBC 1.. and it's motivated me to complete the race no matter how hard and sweaty I get. I'm looking forward to it. I wonder if any of you guys are doing it? If you are.. come run with me xD. In fact no.. I'd just slow you down. I'm joining the gym in two weeks.. so fitness really starts from then on. It's known that exercise helps stimulate your brain.. and I need lots of stimulation for the exams trust me.
I'm having my vitamin tablet now..for the first time in weeks.I'm anaemic, so I need as much iron as possible. I hate taking drugs and stuff.. but I don't want to have a black out or hyperventilate (trust me its happened ==) I will try to do all my work on saturday.. wish me luck guys.. "Go that extra mile xD"

QPTxxx

I wrote a song!

I'm still awake! I just wrote a song.. is that weird? It's about a letter from an angel.. the lyrics are about love.. but at the same time it's a bit depressing :/.. I got the inspiration from someone.. and it made me feel sad.. so I thought I'd write their feelings, and my feelings, and also the lyrics are from a series of emails. It's a song with meaning.. even though it's pretty hard to find good rhymes these days. But I think most love songs sound depressing. There's a side to love where things can be happy and a side where there is pain.. and that's when love doesn't work out.
This song is based on real life.. and not based on me though. It's about two lovers, who were separated.. and the pain of the person left in the world. So the person who did leave, wrote a letter to that person, telling them not to be sad.. cause it pains them too.
I have the tune of the songs with the lyrics.. but cause I have no musical ability what so ever.. I will learn to play the guitar (one of my aims in life) and get some backing to it. I should have really been doing my mechanics :/.. but after geography field trip.. I had a nap and I'm awake again.
I shouldn't feel bad about my life.. some people have it way worse. If the song turns out good.. I'll post it up.. ^___^.. but this will be after exams. Hope you guys have been good

QPTxxx (oh geez I think this song is slightly cheesy :S)

I'm easily freaked plog :/

2NE1

Oops forgot to update you guys with 2NE1's new song Scream...look how short this post is =O... enjoy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAp7uBPlVyw
P.s it's on a separate post cause I can't work out how to edit my other one.. or delete it
Much loves =b

QPTxxx

Girls Generation new song

Not sure if you guys have heard the new SNSD song.. but I quite like it ^__^.. its a less over produced song I think :).. but I do like boys as well. It's in Japanese for a change so it sounds different. Anywaz guys hope you like it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTFJI1_yrhA
Short post for you all.. hopefully one coming up soon

QPT xxx

The photos I used to take

Sorry guys.. I skipped a Fri-saturday.. but here's one for friday.. and when I get round to it.. I'll post up all my other ones >__<. My computer I use everyday has got a dam virus.. cause I tried to download some taylor swift song ==.. I lived a day without a computer or was it 2 days? I don't do much on the computer these days, apart from check my mail and listen to my music. My facebook is pretty much dead, and I don't care much either =b. My old laptop has been dead for months now.. but for some strange reason..it came back to life? And having tried to turn it on for endless months.. =O.. You know I was pretty gutted when I heard it died.. cause all of my years music saved on my favourites bar was unreachable.. and loads of old photos. BUT IT'S BACK!!! It gave me some time to look back on some old stuff.. and OMG I looked at some photos.. that I have and haven't put on facebook of me when I was like 14? And geez.. they are so cringeing its unreal. Generally I don't like being called cute, even a teacher called me it once.. and I just glared at them.. and this is recent ==.. but what the heck.. I can't believe how big my eyes look in photos.. it looks like I've editted them or something.. oh and in some of them I look like a cartoon.. like a REAL cartoon. It's dam cringeing!!! I've never really liked people trying to look cute in a profile pic.. I don't mind the ones that are actually cute.. but not when you're opening your eyes through gaps which ain't even that big. I'll give some examples below.. but what the heck.. I look like those people in pictures.. I'm sorry for blinding you all.. I hope my eyes look normal sized now and that they are normal size in real life. I like to think my eyes are pretty normal sized, even though as a child they seemed quite big. But I guess I rather bigger eyes that smaller eyes :) I clicked onto one girl's facebook profile I duno a year or more ago.. and in all her pics.. her eyes are MASSIVE like the size of oranges ==... no I kid.. size of brussel sprouts.. and some of her pics her eyes weren't even a 100th of that size. Ok enough cussing.. yeah cringe worthy. Try not to take the piss out of me ==.. but hope you guys appreciate the courage I have to put this up. (Trust me there are some on my laptop.. which are == nothing comapred to this one) If you laugh I will personally go strangle youuu.

QPT
xxx

Stretchhhhh.....ahhh

Hehe this blog post is randomly called stretch cause.. I'm home early for a change and its great! I had a free last period, so I'm back in my cosy room.. with a bit of spare time on my hands.. yay ^__^! and since I haven't posted in like forever.. I thought now would be a good time to post something even though I have nothing remotely interesting to post about. I've written the post for "My Passions" but I'm not totally done with it. I've decided instead of posting randomly.. that I will have set date to post xD.. Which will be the days Fri-me-saturdays.. yeah that's right friday and saturday blog posts!
I'm not really too stressed.. although I will be in like ==.. 2 weeks. I have coursework deadlines and 11 AS exams to revise for.. don't even get me started really.
Lately I keep getting ill.. and going to the doctors and having medicine etc.. I've been seriously tired and I've also missed quite a few days of school these past few weeks. I feel as though when I miss a lesson.. I miss the whole bloody syllabus ==..and even now I'm still trying to catch up. I wish weekends were 5 days long and school was only 2 days long.. life would be great then ^__^. But now even when I'm feeling like shud.. I still drag myself to school.. I even forgot my mum's birthday yesterday which is depressing.. cause I never forget my mum's birthday EVER :'(.
This past week, I had a girl who came to observe what an A level lesson was like.. and me and my friend gave her tips on how to be organised and give her an insite of sixth form life.And we also told them to appreciate their school uniform cause when you get into sixth form you CBA to think about what to wear in the morning.It made me think back on how stressed I was for GSCEs and also reminded me how I didnt try my best then too. I feel as though I want to meet the year ago Quy and tell her.. try your best, don't get pissed off at your art teacher, enjoy your free time! Now I have little free time, no art teacher to get pissed off at (cause you got sacked...I heard..but also I dont take art anymore.
Life is good now.. I'm just looking forward to the summer hoildays.. can't wait although the tickets aren't booked.

This was a short update about nothing.. but if you read it.. thank you..
BIGG HUG <(^___________^)>
Catch my next post on Friday or Saturday

QPTxxx